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hi, i am very glad to know this kind of website! here, i have two questions to ask you. 1. i am a dj and i had got to know a dj of a local radio station. once, when we finished our program at 2:00 am, i stayed at his house and we had sex. although i had heard he was gay, i wanted to make him believe that i am not. however,i showed my welcome to him that night. he, on the other hand, didn't show much emotion to, just the sexual desire. half a year later, i found that he got even cooler to me, yet he still wanted to have sex, but i refused. i don't know whether he loves me, or even just likes me, and how should i deal with our relationship. 2. not long ago, i had a wonderful love story with my former b.f.(my classmate whose hometown is not here). he is very good. i love him very much. however after just one year, he refused my love finally. now i am very sad, and he is very cool.

i can answer both your questions together. if you hide your sexuality, do not acknowledge that you are gay yet you have sex with people, then people will treat you strangely sometimes. you said both of these guys showed no emotions toward you. perhaps that's because they thought sex was all you wanted since you led them to believe you are not or don't want to be gay. be honest to yourself, accept yourself and strengthen your own self esteem before you attempt to date others again.